Dear Jack,
I prayed so hard on this. I was thinking at that time that he didn't want to leave me because I was so distraught. Like he wanted to stay and make me happy... I felt terrible. But when it was time for him to go, I couldn't be okay enough to tell him I'll be fine, release him, letting him know that he can go on in peace. I'm sorry for that. It's like he was holding on for me.
Yes, we often do that. We stay as long as we can if we think you need us. Don't dwell on it, for it is behind you and it is no longer reality. It’s just a thought from the past inside your head. All that matters is the love in your heart right now. That’s all that ever mattered.
He knows everything you feel. He knows how much you love because he communicates with you even now. You live and you lose and you learn. You know now. This is one of the things your boy has taught you. Let it go and just feel the love for him. That's all he is feeling for you.
Love, Jack
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