Dear Jack,
I miss how he feels. I just want to hold him. I don’t know how I will get through this. I feel so alone.
Did he have a blanket or something tangible that you can use for comfort? Wrap yourself up in "him." Sleep with his favorite toy. Do whatever brings you comfort and solace right now and don't for a moment wonder if it's weird. Everything is feeling weird for you right now and there are no rules so long as you are taking care of yourself.
Oh Jack, he loved his Teddy Bears.
Teddy Bears are perfect!! Pick the biggest softest one that has his energy in it -- or, heck, surround yourself with all of them! Surround yourself with them until you feel better.
Love, Jack
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